What if the reason Sam and his dad butted heads so much was because of the fact that Sam was being fitted to be Lucifer’s vessel and John had Michael’s grace still in him? Holy shit.
So apparently the portal to heaven is through Sam’s bed
That’s probably why you die after you sleep with him
It all makes sense now!
Why is this so important to you? (6.22)
Sam’s mental strength (1/…) : Love.
he is willing to go through all of those memories, no hesitation, no holding back, only to get back to his brother, to not leave Dean alone out there. he could’ve chose many other reasons, ‘I know this wont be real’, ‘I want to save the world' but he chose what was in his heart. the thing that gives him strength, his love for his brother.
Jensen Ackles at the Malibu Chili Cookoff [x]
me to myself: you fucking piece of shit you will amount to nothing nothing is worth it your feelings are irrational go sleep for 22 hours